ramblings >>>>

phew.i don't know about you, but the past couple of weeks has been cuh-razy! all this holiday madness through me a little. we had an absolute blast and enjoyed every second. now though, i'm so ready for a new year and all the fresh promises it holds.

i've spent the past three days cleaning, tidying and decluttering my house - we got rid of 5 bin bags full of rubbish and 10 bin bags full of stuff we don't need that will be donated! it feels so good :)

friday was an emotional day for me - the last full moon of the year was in cancer, it contained some strong energy for transformation and healing. for me, personally, it really dredged up old feelings and wounds, especially those connected to family and my roots. lots of old thoughts and beliefs came back to the surface - this moon gave me the perfect chance to journal through them. i'm so ready to move past them once and for all - i've done a lot of work and grown so much in the past year. 2012 truly was a year of transformation for me. i felt incredibly connected to the sacred feminine, sat staring at the beautiful moon {and freezing a little while i did!} it left me feeling that i'd finally put my past to bed. now i'm open and ready for the start of a new path. a lot of fantastic opportunities have presented themselves to me for the coming year and i'm so excited to delve right in.

this quote really jumped out at me

Another piece to the Full Moon in Cancer is that people have a tendency to live on auto-pilot tend to carry forward sticky emotional guilt, painful memories, family curses, intense bitterness within the ancestral lineage without even questioning anything. And at times this plays it out in their personal lives or with situations in present time. The old story repeats in a loop like a memory.

i've been working through the chakra cupboard with laura elizabeth - learning to use my cupboards to nourish, heal and grow. food has always been an issue for me. i was anorexic in my teen years, and even before that food held such emotional ties. the past few years i've worked hard to overcome all of that, and this course is backing all of my work up.

i treated myself to this astrology birthchart this week too! i'm excited to get it and read through :) it feels so long since i've blogged properly - i see a few changes in this blog in the weeks/months ahead. as i head down a new path, it's only right that my blog does too. i'm taking off myself the pressure, the 'need' to blog every day. i might, i might not. i'm aiming for quality over quantity ;)

loves,

Polly

xox

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